i've been falling back into depression again. i mean, it could be worse. i could be... "taking it out on myself" again, i guess. i don't know. when i get depressed i put myself in a corner and push people away from me because the wallowing in my sadness feels good at some point, i think. i'm trying to get better at not doing that, but it's hard. i think i should just go to bed. but i can't sleep. i haven't slept more than three hours in the past three days. i'm tired. god bless the chemical imbalances in my brain, i suppose.
sorry for getting weird again, guys. i love you all. talk to you later. <3
I feel the same rn as well T-T I get so angry and numb with family and push them away. I feel like crap after :( It's hard
ReplyDeleteall we can do is persevere through the difficulties and hope things will be better soon. sending love and hugs <33
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